The online world of a girl

Wee woo

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 23:19:34 GMT

Am in Sydney.
Somewhere in... Homeland? wtf?
And today I am going to Birkenhead point.
I think,
I got lost in town yesterday. My mum came to the rescue and reminded me that Myer, Gary browns? chris browns? SOMETHING and Victoria.... something mall are all conneced.
I am so confused here. And I feel out of place. But oh well! I have money... to spend soon... when we leave this house.
I actually woke up earlyish today. 8. though it would have been 10 back home. so... meh.
I haven't updated in ages.
School is alright. Ms. Robbie doubts my ability to do schol. Media. Which is always nice.
Mr Scott is giving us till tuesday to finish our internal.
Ms. Mouquet.. she HATES ME. I am theONLY one in the class that she makes use the formal 'you' form with her. I find that offesive... Because there are people in the class so much worse than me.

I made a playlist and i think of youuu

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 10:54:44 GMT

Roaccutane: Medication for the skin, pretty much an almost pure form of Vitamin A.
That tid bit was for the comments on my last journal.
And yeah, I know about the depression thing. If anything it's making me feel bi-polar rather than just depressed. And more attention seeking. And my lips are more chapped than usual :P
On the plus side it's making me a lot more friendly! During Beauty and The Beast (NOT including the party) I was way more touchy feely than usual, because i felt so comfortable. GAH. I love production time.
Yes so anyway i'm on it. Have been for like... 3 weeks or so. I've been more chirpy, and more bouncy, however when i've been left alone for like... hours... or when i'm at work and i don't see anyone i know all day (outside of my work partners) (and i realise the irony in what i just said) I get really just... down. like... I think more about things like "Wow, this summer it'll be 4 years since jamboree" And then i'll start thinking about Amanda, Rhiannon, Caitlyn, Zanara and insert name here that I can't remember off the top of my head. Go Onyx team 8. And this just makes me so sad, because I sent letters to them all after camp and I never got one single reply.
Oh wow. I managed to turn this into a real post.
Erika: I'M MIND BLANKING. THIS IS HORRIBLE I MUST BE SO OBVIOUS WTF MAN.
and that is all i have to say... about that.

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 10:58:01 GMT

I just downloaded David Hasselhoff - Get in my car.
I am officially awesome.

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 06:25:23 GMT

My life... this year. Is so... fucking horrible. gigwise.
Snow Patrol: SOLD OUT D:
Evanescence: r18. And no adults are willing to pay to go with me. I was going with Sonja and her dad, now we're both looking for a way to get in. 'Cause her dad's going to Indiaaa..
Fall Out Boy: On my mum's birthday, so I have been told that I am not allowed to go.
Groove in the park: Never organised anything. Or got myself organised. I blame myself personally for that one.
Killerfest: I was actually looking forward to... as a kind of... fuck I can't go anywhere else so yay. Ended up being a complete bust. I wanted to dance so bad the whole time. But It was just so... iafjhdis.
Big Day Out has been very good to me.

So I am having the worst luck this year. Which inst a very good sign for the rest of it...

HA. no.

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:13:41 GMT

More from me, lol.
Riiight... So Evanescence is coming to New Zealand, yes.
And... there had been rumours about it being R18. And to me this was blasphemy because it's like... no. Seriosuly, am I like destined never to see them live?
And I found out yesterday that they are in fact... R18.
I spent a good 2 hours bawling my eyes out.
But apparently everyone found this out when we were still at the bach.
So. WHY didn't they tell me then? I have no idea. According to Heather thats why everyone 'stopped and looked at me'. But that happened A LOT on that trip. So I assumed I had said and/or done something wrong, AGAIN.
So not only am I as upset as HELL. I'm also pissed off.
Its unfair. And I want to break something. And hurt someone. And I don't reccomend talking in a negative way, about Evanescence and/or my love for them. Or is it a FAKE LOVE? HUH? FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I HATE the world. it's a strong world. But I HATE everything right now.
I'm looking for a relative of sorts that can take me. Jasons GF is going. But she doesn't like me. My Aunt/Her BF/My Brothers don't like them near enough to pay $80 for a concert... my dad doesn't like them. My mum... just no... My Nan... Well, I just don't know.
So... Manda suggested something. And i'm quite on the go for it. Because... she know's how desperate I am for them. And If all else fails... god.

Filter?

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:21:09 GMT

Who wants to be in a filter of patheticness?
When i'm upset of feelingpathetic and want to vent about WHY, will be the main reason for the filter.

Just offering..

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 05:23:17 GMT

I find it funny how my first actual post (on this journal) is like... a meme.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post lyrics for the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

I started off with 30 seconds to mars - The Kill.

1. I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high
and steal your pain …away
Seether feat. Amy Lee - Broken
Guessed by kurla88

2. It's astounding
Time is fleeting
Madness, takes it's toll
But listen closely
(Not for very much longer)
I've got to keep control
The Time Warp - Rocky Horror Picture Show
Guessed by pitchspork

3. Do you worry that you're not liked?
How long till you break?
You're happy 'cause you smile,
But how much can you fake?
An ordinary boy, an ordinary name,
But ordinary's just not good enough today
Our Lady Peace - Superman's Dead
Guessed by kurla88

4.
It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied
ooo ooo ooo

5.
Sitting on a carousel ride
Without any music or light.
Everything was closed at coney island,
And i could not help from smiling.

6.Love is a burning thing
and it makes a firey ring
Found my wild desire
I fell into a ring of fire
Johnny Cash - Ring of Fire
Guessed by onlysayitonce

7.Open your eyes, as you don't need to buy.
If I had a cape, that made me dissapear,
I'd fly around the world foro days just so I could hear,
the rich count their dimes whilst the Africans cry,
andn record it on a tape and stream it high across the sky.
Open your eyes, as youo don't need to buy it.

8. [oh good god] Ding dong they caught saddam
Merry Chrsitmas to the world
Ding dong the americans caught saddam
Now canada is free for you and you and you and me
it's the best christmas present we ever got

9. So you were born in an electrical storm,
Took a bite out the sun
And saw your future in a machine built for two
Now your rays make me kind of go crazy,
Shock and awe and amaze me,
Just a ticker tape parade and me,
But something was wrong 'til you tap danced on the air, in the night.

10.They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah the world is still sleeping
While I keep on dreaming, for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
That I'll never believe

11.It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you
Nickelback - How you remind me
Guessed by slash_a_holic

12. They've been laughing since I can remember
But they're not gonna laugh anymore
No more Maxie the geek, no more 'Goof' of the week, like before...

13.I’m sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone; I noticed it bad
The cure is if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this; A Little’s Enough

14.So now you're headed to your car.
You say it's dinner with your sister, sweetie.
But darling look at how you're dressed. Your best suggests
another kind of guest.
OK Go - You're So Damn Hot
Guessed by pitchspork

15.You can tell
by the scars on my arms
and the cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that I'm not the carefullest of girls
Dresdon Dolls - Girl Anachronism
Guessed by onlysayitonce

16.Waiting in a room
All dressed up and bound up and gagged
To a chair
It’s so unfair
I won’t dare to move, for the pain
She puts me through is what I need
So make it bleed

17.This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
Sugarcult - Memory
Guessed by slumber

18.It's time to fly,
tonight the sky's alive
with the turpentine
lounging in their suits and ties.
Watch the whore's parade
for the price of fame, hey.
Cobra Starship - Snakes on a plane (Bring it)
Guessed by slumber

19.For the benefit of Mr. Kite
There will be a show tonight on trampoline.
The Hendersons will all be there
Late of Pablo Fanques Fair - what a scene.
Over men and horses hoops and garters
Lastly through a hogshead of real fire!
In this way Mr. K. Will challenge the world!
The Beatles - Being for the benefit of Mr. Kite
Guessed by icecreamkiller

20.so count the stars above
we both know this is love
let’s make this last forever
and remember what we said
’cause we’ll be here again
to make this last forever

21.When you say it's gonna happen "now"
Well, when exactly do you mean ?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone
The Smiths/t.A.T.u - How soon is Now?
Guessed by kurla88

22.And I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic
But when I say "let's keep in touch"
I really mean I wish that you'd grow up
Brand New - Mix Tape
Guessed by slumber

23.C'est le malaise du moment,
L'épidémie qui s'étend,
La fête est finie, on descend,
Les pensées qui glacent la raison.

24.Holy girl
Don't get up
For running
Stay with me
I feel sad
When you run

25.EARTH
FIRE
WIND
WATER
HEART
BY YOUR POWERS COMBINED, I AM CAPTAIN PLANET
Captain Planet Theme
Guessed by onlysayitonce